Obviously with graduating comes the irrational fear that I will never make it on my own and the real world is just going to swallow me whole.
Today I babysat two sweet little children. I got here at 6 am and just now at 8:30 got the last one to bed. I am so tired. I literally am in bed and ready to pass out. Another note, multiple times today I almost cried over either the littlest thing or just sheer exhaustion.
It really does make me question if I can handle ANYTHING. I can't even handle babysitting two kids for an entire day.
I mean, I still loved watching them and playing with them. I am just so worn out.
Anyways. The great thing about the place of weakness is that I get to let God be strong for me. I get to trust him that I was never made to fail. I was made to win. (shout out to Sarah Chang.)
No comments:
Post a Comment